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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 01:18:22 GMT

English is really boring.... my teacher is the epitomy of boring... I fell asleep mulitple times in one period. My friend Natalie who sits behind me kept on laughing because she'd ask me a question and I wouldn't be mentally there to answer. I hate it when you ask a teacher something and all they say is something like, "Well... you shouldn't be having that problem" or "you should already know that." <- Well if I already knew the answer then I wouldn't be asking you for help. I would get a schedul change but its too much of a hastle.

Today was just one of those days where nothing really went wrong (well nothing that huge) and somethings went right.... The great thing about Mondays (well at least this one) is that there wasn't anything for a major grade and what not (always a plus in my book)... and since it's Monday, there's no marching practice after school (I'm so thankful for this day to roll around the week) So after school, Jenny takes Jessica, Travis and me to drop off Charlie and then off to Smoothie King (yucky, yucky) and then Jamba Juice for the good stuff ::jumps up for joy:: ..... and then off to Jessica's house to study and do homework. Well, Jessica and Jenny did all the studying enough for all of us combined while I finished up those pesky homework assignmentsm (spanish 4 sucks like no other- I seriously need to drop that class, but what else should i take?). Travis was messing around on the computer and then it hit me... I hadn't finished telling Jenny about my amusing dream (it was just really random)... and sometimes I can't say it out loud or else I'll start to like get everything mixed up and it won't make any sense.... Well the dream is hilarious and when Jenny revealed the part I had covered... I just couldn't stop laughing... And when I start to laugh, I simply can't stop from smiling or anything at all.... I couldn't even stop from falling off the couch and land on the floor... hahahaha. Oh that last line of the dream was priceless... that's something to look at whenever you're feeling blue... too bad the dream wasn't about someone who I really even knew... Just getting together tonight and doing homework (for the most part) was nice and the pizza was good too. Acting like goobers is always fun.... hehe.

It was just one of those days where you didn't have to think much because you're having fun.... I like those kind of days.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 20:03:57 GMT

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said... No

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever, he said... No

She asked him if she were to leave if he would cry, he said... No

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, the boy grabbed her arm and said...

You're not pretty, you're beautiful.

I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I'd die.

I thought that was sweet....

On Friday, we had our first game of the season. I think it went well even though the first movement wasn't exactly complete. I had fun and my spot in the stands is good. I'm surrounded by freshman, one who thinks I know whats going on all the time, and another who thinks she knows more than me. Oh well. Unfortunately the team lost (big surprise), but the ride homw was entertaining... Jessica teaching everyone how to do the bubblegum song and dance hahahaha.... Meador and Witt falling asleep... and Jessica and I trying to talk to each other even though I can't see worth crap at night (I need to work on that).

I think I'm a jynx... Yesterday, William was taking me and Jessica home after we all went to Sonic after band rehearsal. William is backing out of the drive-way and the truck from the opposite driveway decides to back out AFTER we're already in the street! And she hits William's car... and I'm abosuletly stunned about what just happened.... Jesscia comes out of her house and is just as surprised as me. It was obviously her fault because she didn't even look before backing out, and this girl didn't know what to do when it came to exchanging information. Her dad had to come outside and see what the problem was.... and then he mentioned something about getting the law involved... which wouldn't be such a big deal since it was his daughter's fault, and he would have to pay the ticket. That guy was a little scary if you ask me... The last time I rode in William's car, we ran into a pot hole and got a flat tire.... And I rode with him again yesterday and a truck hits his car (nothing too severe and thankfully nobody was hurt- which is what counts the most).... I feel really bad about it.

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 06:13:52 GMT

Today I got my letter jacket.... YaY! I didn't even think I was going to letter freshman year... I like how it turned out; however the wolf looks a little scary with its teeth sticking out like it does... After the band picnic, we went to Starbucks... I think we should've gone somewhere else... bad timing in general...

When we got to Lee's house we started to play the old school nintendo... I suck at video games. I'm just not inclined in games like that... I couldn't even get that stupid Luigi to jump. lol. Oh Jenny started laughing about something random and what not... suddenly it got really quiet and this sudden snort just pops out of her... if I was drinking something then I would've spewed enough points for everyone... hehe. Good times...

I'm tired of all this drama.... I literally get headaches trying to keep up with everything... I hate it when people get mad at you for doing absolutely nothing... If you have a problem.... try your best to suck it up and get over it.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 05:22:18 GMT

The first full week of school wasn't all that bad... either went by kind of quickly or too slow to even tell how long it seemed. My teachers are boring and they all fail to amuse me to the point of actually paying attention... especially spanish and world history...

Well, tonight Jenny, Travis and I went to Caroline's birthday party... I had fun! Yay! It was her sweet 16.... Oh that Charlie makes me laugh so hard.... haha... Jenny and Charlie were hitting each other with those bouncing paddle things (don't exactly know what they're called.) It felt like the whole house was shaking because some people were playing DDR upstairs.... or as Jenny would say, " There's GIANT termites!" For a little while, we thought that the ceiling was going to fall in on us... hehe! We go outside to the backyard and blow some bubbles and play with the paddles that have rubber balls attached to them (still don't exactly know what they're called). haha. Those pesky bubbles were attacking me... they just wouldn't stop coming my way. Travis or Jenny (maybe even the both of them) managed to spill this bottle of bubble stuff on me... there's nothing like that sticky feeling of a soap product all over yourself... So we're all sitting there and then Anjali points out that the rabbits in the little house are on top of each other (like on the Discovery channel) and then they're one is chasing the other in circles (quite entertaining).... so HiLaRiOuS! Caroline tried to explain that the rabbits were trying to fulfill something... hmm... don't have a clue as to what she was talking about but I'm sure its nothing that I need to know about lol. We couldn't stop laughing because it was just the funniest thing we'd seen.... good times.

Sadly, I am grounded.... and it wasn't even my fault... not like I can predict the future or anything. On a better note, I get my letter jacket tomorrow.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 03:47:52 GMT

Well, school started on Wednesday ...not really that exciting or whatever ... All of my classes are ok, I guess. Spanish seems really hard now and my world history teacher has this southern accent with a strong rasp mixed in... very annoying hehe. Band is kind of blah.... I miss having Crystal and Jessica there (she got a schedule change to the 5th period). Crystal with her funny comments and Jessica being my lifesaver... who's going to save me now??? The most exciting thing that's coming up is next Saturday- when I get my jacket... yay! (but I probably won't even wear it that much)

The Rock-a-thon was last night... I still think Kristen and I are the ping-pong champions even though we fail to keep the stupid little ball on the table hehe. Jonathan was supposed to teach me how to play Counterstrike or whatever... I walked into the room and Chris Voss was trying to explain to me which buttons to press.... um... it was too complicated for me. Oh Brittany Meador has the funniest stories... hahahaha... especially the one about her shouting YES right after her teacher announces that she won't be at school the next day... good times. And the one about her getting beat up by a mentally challenged girl was just too funny. We have to watch The Goonies and Rat Race again.... haha! When I arrived home I finally slept and for some reason I wake up about 30 minutes later... I must have thought it was a school day or something because I went down stairs but then realized it was Saturday.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 05:46:54 GMT

Today I went with Jenny, Brittany, Travis, Amanda, and Jessica to volunteer at the Jazz Fest.... it was hot, but the unlimited free samples of Starbucks made it seem like all the heat went away . We really didn't do much accept sit around and do nothing... unless you call walking around and informing people about the free Starbucks samples count. After about 4 hours of 'volunteer' work we had to drive over to La Porte (I think thats what its called)... and pick up Jenny's cousins. But before that we had to grab a bite to eat because we were starving... yummy Taco Bell. For the part of the way back, Jessica was choking Travis with the seat belt... haha... Jenny was completely focused on the road... and I was just trying to think straight and not sound "high" (according to Jenny I sound like that when I'm about to say something but just can't get the words out) and stop myself from laughing do hard... a little sore from the daily aerobic workouts. hehe.

Later Crystal, Brittany, Travis, Jessica, and I see The Village but when we get there.... the time slot we wanted was sold out ... we just get the next showing and grab some ice cream before the movie. I got this strawberry slushy thing at Blenders and it had these tapioca balls in it.... everyone had a taste and sadly only 3 out of 5 people enjoyed the taste of the unique drink.... Brittany and Travis thought it was completely disgusting... shame on them lol. The Village was so good.... I never would've thought it would end like that...hmmm.... i'm still confused about the movie though. After talking about it in the car, I still have nothing and still not catching on that well about how everything worked out in the end. oh well... It was a really good movie and one os those where you don't know what the hell is going on and then in the end... you still have to think about all the elements in the movie.

very tired.... need sleep.

Thursday, July 29, 2004

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 05:53:28 GMT

Today started out by sleeping in and running a little late for master class... and of course when i get there, it's going to start late... hehe. It was the usual hurrying up and waiting situation. Afterwards, Gillian took us (Jessica, Travis, Brittany, and me) to Wendy to grab a bite to eat and later Travis, Brittany and I head over to my house. We were curious to see if my really old Nintendo would still work after not using it for about 7 years... and it did! Level after level of Mario, we started to get angry at the game because it was stupid and hard. After a couple hours of trying to find our way through this old game, we start to get real rowdy... Brittany died with this cow/dog-looking thing that shot out eggs or whatever... and she started to scream... long high pitched screams... haha! There's a couple of people I know who are obsessed with video games, and I've always wondered what's so fascinating about them... most of the time I don't get which of the several buttons to press. For a little while, we were hooked on this game.... there was loud yelling... focused attention... and Brittany's continuous screaming... lol! I've never been in a room where there's so much tension over an old Mario video game.... it was scaring me. Now the game doesn't work properly (I guess because it's just that old)... I guess it's a good thing since we won't be obsessed with it anymore..... A little later Crystal, Amanda, and Jessica came over too and well.... we they got a little hooked on the games too. hehe. There's this one Japanese soccer/volleyball game I have where the players' eyes pop out when you kick them... wildly entertaining lol. We went to Texas Roadhouse for dinner and it was a good way to end the summer.... band camp begins today ... hope I can wake up for it...

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 02:00:16 GMT

I hate babysitting little kids who whine and throw tantrums about not being able to play with the toy they want.... Nothing like giving them ice cream and finally getting those moments of joy when they stop talking. hehe. Eh, when they get all rowdy and start yelling for their turn on the PS2, you don't really have an other choice than to give them something to eat... ice cream always does the trick. I wonder if I was ever like that.. hmm.... Oh this one time when I was about 2 or 3 years old, my mom dropped me off at this daycare and it was my first day. It was right nap time and I think I had a problem sleeping on those stupid mats because I never went to sleep. I'm ann nly child and I guess at the time I wasn't too big on sharing anything at all unless the kid was my friend or I was related to them. This boy comes up to me and says something about if he can play with the toy too (I don't really remember what I said since I was only 3 or something) and he tried to take hold on the toy, too. Me being me at that age.... I punched him in the face POW! (maybe not so hard but I hit him hard enough to where he began to cry)... because I couldn't comprehend this 'sharing' thing with this little boy. When my parents came to pick me, they already knew how I hit someone on my first day of daycare and my dad just laughed... however my mom was more like "What?! She hit a boy?" .... too be little again... Anyways... it's a good thing none of the little kids today hit each other...

While I was babysitting, I watched one of Rachel's brother's movies, The Lost Skeleton of Cadavra. It's one of those movies where you don't know whether to laugh or just watch because it's really stupid. Eh, it had its funny moments and anyone who is easily amused should watch it. It kind of reminded me of The Brady Bunch... really corny but somehow you just can't stop watching. Hehe. I think it supposed to be some sci-fi filck, but it's hard to say.... it's just weird. The special effects make it funny (the skeleton is being moved by strings and it's really obvious). There's this scene where Animala begins to dance (she's actually 4 animals in one) and she says, "Rock dance Paulie, do the rock dance..." Oh man, I couldn't stop laughing because it was just that stupid. At least I had something to keep my awake while babysitting...

Monday, July 26, 2004

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 02:58:00 GMT

Yesterday there was a section pool party... at my house (and I didn't even volunteer for that.... someone just kind of put my name out there... oh well, I guess I don't mind that much. The only thing was that I got 3 hours of sleep the night before, so I wasn't exactly in the happy go lucky mood . I think it turned out just fine and we were surprised that a freshman from our section showed up... lol. Brittany Meador brought pizza bites... yummy! <thanks for that! It took a little while for everyone to actually get in the pool (Witt and Travis... hehe). All of a sudden, it looks like Jenny literally picks up Brittany Witt and throws her into the pool... haha! We all couldn't stop laughing.. and then Travis was reluctant to take a dip because he had to leave soon and before you know it, Jenny and Amanda throw him into the pool... but it sounded like it hurt with a sMaCk... ouchy! For some reason there were some wasps attacking us... stupid insects.. and Manzur and I killed one of them...I continuosly pounded on this tiny thing that was trapped under a net... I felt so accomplished and strong... hehe. Finally, Crystal calls and says she'll be here soon... an hour goes by and she gets here haha. I'm going to miss her sooo much! Honestly, who can ever be as great a big sis as my Crystal??? Jessica was being a goober and came up with her own swimming stroke, which she likes to call 'the dragonfly'.... a variation of the butterfly... hehe. Oh Jessica and I tried on our 'compromising technique' but it wasn't as successful as the other time after the banquet.... *shakes head*- everyone kept on ruining our "focus" hehe. I guess better luck next time... Witt had this random idea to attempt to make a whirlpool by swimming around in circles over and over and over again... we were all exhausted from the straining workout... I've never been so tired in my entire life...

Later that night, Rachel, Brittany and I have ourselves a little sleepover... Rachel brought this stupid movie, The Gods Must be Crazy, about these bushman throwing bottles (or something like that) and they have this unique language that consists of clucking like chickens (weird). Somehow I was slightly amused by this movie, but it wasn't captivating enough for me to resist from skipping scenes. The next day we ate at Willie's and saw a lot of people that we knew. I had a hair appointment and it took over 3 hours... wow, and it turns out that I don't like it that much.... long side-swipe bangs.... 3 inches shorter; however the highlights are ok I guess. oh well... hair grows back. We all ate dinner at this chinese resaturant, Ocean Palace, and Brittany was trying to speak Chinese (very interesting) and she tried to eat with chopsticks and ended up making a mess... haha. We headed over to Baskin Robins, and we saw Natalie in action and I love her hair... I'm going to miss her soo much. Natalie and Crystal were my favorite seniors and now Natalie is going to move away. *tear* and well Crystal is going to Blinn (not too far but farther than before...) I hope she returns my Lord of the Rings extended version dvds before she leaves.... I'll be needing my dose of Orlando lol.

Saturday, July 24, 2004

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 03:06:40 GMT

Last night, Rachel was talking to this random guy she was playing pool against... not so bright on he part. lol. Then she tells me to join in and start talking, and she failed to tell me what she told this person about me.... ugh! It was funny at first because this guy from Austin was joking around and stuff and then he started to say weird things (really bad things). I didn't know what to do... and Rachel was laughing her head off because she thought it was really funny.... not so much. *rolls eyes*. Oh so many good times with Rachel in the we hours of the morning... HAHA!

Tonight, Jenny, Travis, Brittany (a.k.a. slut/homeskillet/biatch), her cousin Jessica, and I went out to eat dinner. We didn't know where we wanted to eat, so we ate at the usual Chiles. After a long wait, we finally get our food and Jenny started to say that something was dripping. We all look up annd sure enough there was water leaking from the ceiling... haha! Our waiter moves us to another table and then Jenny starts imagining that MORE water is dripping on her food.... she gets like that sometimes.... oh Jenny.... hehe! Afterwards we head over to Starbucks and play cards..... and let me tell ya... that Brittany gets really vicious! When she wants to win, she'll give you these mysterious looks.... it scares me when she gets like that... j/k... She was staring at Travis and me like every 5 seconds.... freaky looks. Oh that Brittany... so special! ... Jenny's dropping all of us home and I honestly don't know how she can drive without any lights at night.... it's truely amazing! Good times...